.
but when I do look up
from my phone
I don't know
I don't know
what I'm supposed to see
when I stop being bad poetry
surface from screens
or other writer's pages
clock off from welfare work
aren't distracted
by being a haemophiliac
surface from screens
or other writer's pages
clock off from welfare work
aren't distracted
by being a haemophiliac
when I do get time to myself
without her
I feel only the subtractions-
I rush to holes
in my life
I don't know how to fill
without her
I feel only the subtractions-
I rush to holes
in my life
I don't know how to fill
who else should I call
what to do with my hands
how do see something
without putting a camera
in between it and you
what to do with my hands
how do see something
without putting a camera
in between it and you
want to not want anything
and don't get it
there's a cold out here
that ain't concrete
or warm coats
and don't get it
there's a cold out here
that ain't concrete
or warm coats
this isn't the first time
I swam out this far
I remember
I swam out this far
I remember
"if you are going to be lonely
find the biggest sky you can
as far from home as possible
to do it under"
find the biggest sky you can
as far from home as possible
to do it under"
when I look up from my phone
again, I will look
stars
again, I will look
stars
in the eye.
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As for the self reference:
-Peace.
.
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