there was a dead mother in her scream
an absent father in her anger
fear of a touch
like a prickly skin
lunging at scars out her past
pricks jabs and stabs
covered up fierce
in the sharp of her voice
like the need for love
abandoned
and the pain strains
the loss like
the spotlight
on an empty room
fear
like eaten alive
in an eyeless rage blind
when no one her age
could get to her
in time
She attacked
at everything
fighting off angels
as enemies from heaven
til the end
of the world
said she hated everything
hated everyone
never helped herself
by letting others help her
lost
and the more she lost
the more she needed to win
everything to prove
the worse she got
worse she needed
to be better
and better
than anyone else
she was covered in armour
thick red
she was in absolute terror
protected
and
Asuka Sohryu Langley
really
just
needed
a hug
from anyone else around her
but no one else around her
had a way
of giving her one
no one else around her
had a way
of taking the hurt
it takes
to hug such a red hedgehog.
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-Peace
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