I wanted to shake my idol's hand,
while shaking an instinctive need
to quickly snatch my hand back
for fear that this contact
would linger too long
um yeah ...y'know like ah aw-awkward.
I wanted to shake his hand
long enough to look him in the eye
while telling him he helped me
make sense of senseless times
living the lie, life more ordinary
when only the sound of his music
helped me sooth it,
stop me from losing it
and that that song I Keep Moving
I kept playing it
over and over to get through it.
Words turned walls into doors
now I too get out on tours
and I got fans just like you,
if uh, well uh, okay,
maybe really only like a few.
So I said hi said thanks said cool,
and wanted to say to Sage then
that he first inspired me to pick up a pen
after years spent
as a dormant doormat to begin again
when my life was lying broken
he inspired me to go for broke
But I don't.
'cause I'm as self conscious
as he is
and don't want to come across
as some salivating fan
even though that's exactly what I am
aping his appearance
having half his work memorised
and always evangelise
all my friends about him
at any chance given.
It would have been an awful lot to articulate
during one late night post show sweaty hand shake
and also an unfortunately, awkwardly intense way
to start a conversation
whom you don't actually know.
It's probably a little too undignified
telling this guy
his words changed my life
swear that he's saved that my life
He's the reason
what I'm doing
He probably gets that all the time.
1980 -2010(it's been a pleasure)